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Scream

You are the sound of rain The feel of darkness, surrounding No comfort. Your body (myworld) Is gone and I want to SCREAM Because it's me, my fault (killmenow) Because it's me, my fault (canteatcantsleepcantbreath) And I love you (yousaythesameiwontforget) But I don't know what to do Without you.

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HeavenIt's like Heaven laid bare before my eyes A beatuiful sight never seen twice And it makes my heart ache, my throat close tight It's for only you that I cry tonight
Tears for the nights you should have been mine And sighs for the days I should have been yours It belongs to you, this love undying You're the only I should ever cry for
And so, to you, I offer all I am Ev'ry single thing I possibly can My arms to carry when your feet get sore My ear to listen when you get bored
I will attempt to be your everything Just as you are everything to me Heaven
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Final Judgment Judgment hit humanity hard. Within days after it began our numbers plummeted faster than anyone could've predicted and showed no signs of slowing. I was so young when it started that I have no idea what it was like before Judgment started, but my sister, Robin, used to tell me stories about school, TV, and things like that--she was eight when everything began while I was only three. Mom and Dad didn't like to talk about what it was like before; they were always so tired and stressed, but I guess that would happen to anyone in a situation anything like what had happened to us all. Everyone we ever saw always had that sa Final Judgment
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Stand Up I'm in my own private Hell, a little place under the bridge where no one but the homeless and hoodlums go. The sky is a lethargic and heavy grey, resting upon the shoulders of the world but in my Hell it's dark. I'm sitting down as the ecstasy of the heart-pounding blood rush dulls everything to startling clarity--this is not a contradiction, it is the truth. The corners are sharper, the rocks are grittier and the air is crisper, but somehow, in a way I have never found an accurate way to describe, I feel a bit disconnected from all of it. I'm never sure how long it takes me to wake up but it's always the same: a Stand Up
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ScreamYou are the sound of rain The feel of darkness, surrounding No comfort. Your body (myworld) Is gone and I want to SCREAM Because it's me, my fault (killmenow) Because it's me, my fault (canteatcantsleepcantbreath) And I love you (yousaythesameiwontforget) But I don't know what to do Without you. Scream
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I've decided...

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 8:28 PM

...that I'm beginning a project, immediately.

This project is simple: I will write something of literary value every day for the next year. I really hope I have the patience and determination to make it through. As of now, I leave this account. Goodbye and thank you all for the support you have shown me.

I hope I can grow to be deserving of it.

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You're continued support would be much appreciated.

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